Thursday, October 2, 2008

Overwhelmed...

I'm trying my best to do what I need to do for my baby, but it seems like the more I try, the more that gets thrown at me.

Last month I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes (diabetes during pregnancy). I met with a nutritionist, got a blood glucose monitor and starting working out more regularly (mostly walking). I have been watching my carbs and eating portion sizes equivalent to the amount of carbs I can have. This is usually no more than a cup of something. My diabetic counselor prescribed a certain number of test strips and keytone strips for me. I then find out that insurance won't cover those items because they are actually over the counter. So, I get to shell out $125 (+ or - a few dollars) each month for these items.

I went to meet with my "counselor" yesterday and found out that she wants me to start taking insulin shots every time my sugar is too high. Unfortunately for me, this is after every meal. YEAH!!! She gave me the insulin pen and a prescription for needles. Now my insurance won't cover the needles unless she prescribes insulin as well. They don't seem to think I have an injectable condition. Lovely. Why do I have to tell the doctors and nurses this. Why don't they know to prescribe both. Common sense to me...they go together. I truly can't complain too much about my insurance. It's good insurance. It has always covered the things I need. I don't have to pay for my doctor appts, co-pays or tests until January because of my wonderful bout with pneumonia. I met my deductible. Praise the Lord for all of that! Seriously!

I just feel like I can't get a break. I have to all this stuff, but we can't afford it. Somehow I am sure this is my fault to begin with, but all I want is a healthy baby. That's all I am asking for and whatever I have to do to make that happen, I will do....Even if I look like swiss cheese when all is said and done. Just needed to vent...thanks!

2 comments:

Hunny Bee said...

Sorry to hear about your health issues. I know what it's like to have unexpected medical issues when you're pregnant and the bills to go with them. You might try looking online to see if you can order those otc items in bulk for less. And of course explain your situation to the doc. They may be able to change the script for you. Or give you samples of certain items.
And I don't see how this is your fault to begin with. This is a common problem in pregnancy so dont' beat your self up. Just follow their directions and keep your head up.
Keep us posted too on how you're doing!

Anonymous said...

Remember that at least you are there, that you are pregnant, and at this point the likelihood of having a live baby is greatly in your favor.

Please remember those that can't get there, that are shelling out much much more than $125 a month to even get a glimmer of hope, a second pink line, or a an ultrasound of something.